Separuh jiwaku pergi !

Macam yang I dah bagitau kat status FB and also my twitter. Something bad happened to my one and only Chako. Apa yang jadi tu jangan la you all tanya sebab ini too private and I tak boleh nak cerita dekat semua orang.

And my mood right now ? Entah la, I sedih je. Our relationship tak ada apa-apa masalah. We're just fine. It just something bad yang terjadi kat dia, I can't call him, not even a single message and dia pun sama jugak. So we both have to wait until all things settle down. But I don't know when and memang penantian tu satu penyeksaan ok.

Sumpah I tak ada mood langsung nak buat apa. Nak tidur susah. I slept around 3 am this morning. And I dream of him. Ingat tak I cakap dulu I susah nak bezakan mimpi and reality ? Indeed I rasa yang I mimpi tu macam real. Macam real je I usap dahi dia semua. OMG , I'm crying when I type this out. I can't concentrate to works either. Sigh

I hope everything will be just fine. Maybe ada few friends yang advice I, just for a few days. Tapi I jenis susah nak jauh dengan Chako so few days tu memang rasa lama. The thing is how to make me stop crying. If ada kawan yang lepak sembang-sembang dengan I, yeah I boleh lagi gelak. But then bila diorang dah pergi, there it goes, I'm crying again :'(

I miss him. Too much. Tuhan tolong jangan buat kami macam ni :(

I love you :'(

P/S : I tak tau macam mana nak holiday esok ni. Takde mood :(